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Mental wellness

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 Me: takes 1 leave for my mental wellness  My mom: what will you do when you need haves? Like I used 30 leaves every year since I started going to school Like I wasted so much of money to be questioned for taking my own Earned leaves. 100% attendance most of my school years.. never left any work pending. Everything done in-time Now: Lot of pending works. Not sure how to complete them managing today's work. Cause I never learnt that part... Managing If I would have ever bunked school or went on vacation by taking leaves.. atleast ever got sick eating junk food... leaving lots of pending works at school.. may be I would have learnt managing things in life back then.. learnt how to live an imperfect life. May be today would have been easier... May be I would be doing better today... Even little things in life make so much difference growing up.. In the end, I should take my mom's opinion even to use my own leaves... Lucky my manager.. I wish my mom said take one more if you need....
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Metal

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I'm made of a metal... That's soft to touch Yet hard to break... Whose atoms were loose when born Crystallized growing up... Which melted like an ice cream years ago Now so ice cold that a volcano can't melt... Which humans could never see nor touch But have always felt it with their heart... The thumping in life was inevitable So was the transformation... My heart's made of God's metal...
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That one text

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 From the time I say Gdmng to the time i say Gdnyt... The wait to say Gdmng after the Gdnyt I texted in the early night... You know the wait to txt u kills me... Though these r the only 2 msgs we share in a day... A reply from you makes my heart flow, it makes my day and it puts me to sleep... I wonder when you get bored of these and stop replying... Would my heart stop tooo...
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One moment with you

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It's ur usual time to sleep.. But u want to chat with him.. Speak to him.. Spend time with him.. But u don't get a single text.. Cz he is much busy with life.. Nd u like it that way.. U like to see him busy nd working for wat he likes.. Now u can't txt him.. Cz u will disturb him.. Nor sleep peacefully.. With the fear of missing his txt... U will b checking phone till midnight.. Then slowly fall asleep.. Nd then your phone notification rings.. Your mind jumps from that deep sleep... Awakes sooo fast... Nd heart starts pounding... Nd u check his text... Nd reply in seconds... Nd then he gets busy again... Haha... What a nice feeling... Waiting for someone with all that love and excitement... The way u r in my life is beautiful babes!!!
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Heart

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 Mind says.. get him out of ur head.. it's all done now.. just move on... Heart says.. just stop it.. I'm full of him.. getting him out is taking me away... Mind says.. I don't need you to survive.. Heart says.. Is it a life u want to live? Without me.. Without him.. Without the emotions he filled me with.. Without the memories he loaded you with.. Without the excitement of meeting him.. Without the happiness he always gives.. Without those little moments v cherished.. Without those chats with smiles on.. Without those truth or dares.. Without his cute words.. Without those eyes u always stare at.. Without his smile.. Without life!! It's heaven with him!!
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Me

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 It's been months... I don't laugh anymore... I don't cry anymore... I don't feel the happiness... I don't feel the pain... I'm never sad... I just don't feel my heart... I'm just irritated all time... And here you come... Making me smile with ur first message... Filling my heart with joy... Keeping me busy all time with ur words... Nd u say u r silent!!! Now i feel every little moment with you... I can feel my heart... Nd it's so vulnerable... U r completely into me... Nd I love this feeling with you!!! I wish I could never bore you... Nd I wish you never left so early... Love u baby!
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Lost Smile

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 You lost that smile sometime back... U never say if there's some problem in ur life... U jst don't want to speak abt anything... May b I'm not the right one for u to share ur feelings... May b u never felt me so close to share... Or it's just so simple that I'm the problem... Or may b u don't want me anymore... Whatever could b the reason... I miss your smile a lot!!! Nd I miss the feeling of being loved... I just hope u enjoy ur life with or without me... Nd always put ur smile on... Cz u know u r really loved!!!
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